Lobby Thoughts #13

Guard duty is like Groundhog Day (Bill Murray, 1993) with only minor variations, the you can change but not the story. Like Murray's character, I have been trying to get the day "right". One gets tired of hypnotizing chickens, so "self actualization" seems a reasonable goal. Not too easy when you have as many "issues" as I. Being human and all.

Relax dude, no one here but us human beings.

Being a sentinel is an honorable job, if one takes it with its incumbant responsibilities and doesn't work out one's issues on others. Heal thyself, you can't really change anyone else. You can however sometimes interfere with bad guy plans and actions. This may be witnessed by bosses and/or clients, you may get credit for it or not. Regardless, it helps in some small way to protect the innocent. Yeah, still an idealist after all these years.

What if everyone was allowed and did carry guns at all times? Would I be out of a job? Probably not, some one has to write the report of the shooting. Most folks can not well control their emotions and anger...but like driving a car, most have sufficient self interest to not want to ruin their lives by going to jail for murder and assault or to get shot by a witness/bystander.

Yes, ma'am; this dog is leashed. But leashed by himself. The company's leash is frayed and broken.

Scan analysis: This is the science/art of reading people's personal writings for clues to their motivations, identity and psychology. SA of this blog shows I am in fact psycho too but not a dangerous psycho...err... not too dangerous anyway...err...dangerous only to a small subsection of the citizenry.